Me and my husband

We are alone together for the first time since our daughter died. I have been traveling with a theatre tour and he has been at home with our other daughter. We spoke about everything that happened the night she died. The particulars. The doctors said not to bring her to the ER. There were too many sick children and our daughter was too vulnerable and everyone knows how long you stay in the ER before going up to a room. They said to bring her to the clinics in the morning. She would see her Gastroenterologist and her Pulmonary doctors. It would be preferable. Nobody knew.